« a letter from nobody »

"Your life is a timebomb set to explode. You talk out your ass and everyone knows. For once you should listen or care what i think or i'll be gone before you can blink. A world you created set to explode. You lie through your teeth and everyone knows. For once you should take what im willing to give or you'll stay stuck in the web that you’re trapped in.

It’s a shame that you should take and i know it’s not an easy one to make…that “you should trust the ones that are closest to you”.

You must not have a heart, have nothing in your chest to let it go for so long and let this go so far that it goes over your head. You could fool anyone with your pensive smile and you could live in your lie for only a while and i could only take so much (from not so far away) and i admit this could be love (but love can always wait)… but it goes over your head.

What does she have? Can you let go? Can you tell me? What i am aching to know.

You could ruin any mood just by saying what's on your mind. You could only tame his body never tame his mind and i can only take so much (from now so far away) and i admit this could be love (but how long did you wait)… but it goes over your head.

If i'm reaching you, you're not letting it show. Used up your space now, there's no room to grow. Too deep, can't breath and you can't find the end. It's right in front of you but it goes over your head.

You must not have a heart; Have nothing in your chest.

I'm holding on. Yes I am careful what I wish for. I am the knot in your stomach.
The phlegm in your throat. The message saying you're not home…

This is the truth, the only time you'll here it, I write it down because it seems so hard to say it…

These are my thoughts written down on paper and it's my only saviour from not saying what I want to say. There are my thoughts that are on my mind, moments that haven't yet been defined and I don't know if you could ever understand… These are the things I can't say when we're alone."

~ catalyst